I look at her and know she hates this. I also know she’ll obey. My Girl has a strong prideful streak which has caused her issues in the past. Lost jobs. Aliented friends. She has asked that I help her tame her prideful ways, and I have happily agreed. This morning she mouthed off to the boy bagging our groceries simply because he forgot to ask if we preferred plastic or paper. Despite his apology, she continued to chastise him. Now, it’s her turn for chastisement. She knew she was in trouble the moment saw the look on my face, but no amount of begging will stop this lesson. She has agreed. Unless she says her safe word, the lesson will continue. First, I tell her to strip. She does this. Then, I make her put away the groceries while I watch. When she gets to the new peel we…
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[Episode Three of the Alpha & kat Fantasy Series]
The euphoric sensations that arose during the first phase of Kat’s punishment tempered with pleasure slowly evaporate. I left her bound, face-down with legs spread apart, and her hands tied together above her head. As her Alpha, I evaluate both her physical and emotional level to make sure I have not gone beyond her capabilities. I have not. She is flushed and well satisfied. And yet, her beautiful green eyes look into mine with nothing short of pure love and a passion that continues to smolder, completely ready and under her Alpha’s sole control. And my heart fills with even more love for this girl that defines the meaning of soul-mate.
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‘May what I do flow from me like a river, no forcing and no holding back’
– Rainer Maria Rilke
In Greek mythology, the Naiadswere female spirits, or nymphs, that watched over the fresh water in fountains, wells, springs, streams and brooks.
And that sounded like a lot of fun!
Mesh Head: CATWA HEAD – Tala BENTO [In World]
You MUST use the bento viewer to see this head.
Skin: TheSkinnery – Noor [Collabor88]
Eyes: Buzzeri – Moonstone Eyes Rainbow rare [Epiphany]
Hair: Mina – Eileen [Collabor88]
Swimsuit: Blueberry – Adrianna [Collabor88]
Shoes: [VALE KOER] BOW WEDGES [Collabor88]
All I want to do right now is curl up in a ball under my covers and cry. I don’t really want to wake up dehydrated with puffy eyes though so I’m trying to keep it together.
As per usual, nothing is actually wrong but my anxiety is high today and I feel so alone.
I’m watching Titanic to distract myself but I’ll have to stop soon. Once the ship starts sinking, I basically just cry through the rest of the movie. No puffy eyes…
I still need to continue the 30 days of kink posts I have been doing but every time I look at a prompt my mind just freezes.
I’m at a loss. I don’t know how to make myself better. Counseling isn’t anywhere close to being in the financial cards… and there just aren’t other options.